i have no idea what's happening to me. suddenly threw my temper at at sijin.
to sijin : i'm so sorry! =(
perhaps is i din have enough sleep. 1am is considered late for me can. i normally sleep at 10.30pm.
putting that behind, phy's lessons was ok. but i somehow agree with what chiang said :once u start the motor,it is easy to stop but it's difficult to start again. she was simply implying that once we slacked,it's not easy to get back to our books. well, that applied to me. but afterall it's hols, cant u just let us rest a while? not for me, cause i know very well that i din try my best for this midyr. such a waste.
jane's ipod is sooo cool!!! i'll have to convince my dad in getting me one! so that i can put more songs in it. lol...
yest i went for my cousin's wedding. it was so sweet can. maintaining a marriage isnt easy. two ple have to support each other in good times or even in times of sickness. i think if i get married i'll cry lor. cause it's like so touching can. the dinner at night was satisfactory only, and i realised, i cant get along with my cousins.
firstly, we have a quite big age gap. they're like 5 yrs older than me.
most importantly, i lack the most crucial part-communication skills.
i just duno how to communicate with them. or be it to outsiders, i just feel shy. i just dun feel like talking. how on earth could i improve my communication skills? in the working world, being able to communicate withe your colleagues is important. but i just cant do it. i also would like to be able to communicate with no worries to my cousins,but i just duno how to!!! argh... this is making me mad. why why why???
mayb that explains my bad mood today. sorry to those whom i threw my temper at today. sorry.
for now, i'll just tell myself: tomorrow will be a better day!
__love me
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