i laid in the bed to take n afternoon nap. i hugged my bolster and tears just flowed from my eyes. they are not tears of sadness, they are tears of disappointment with myself.
my worst fears came true. i failed english. everyone would reapeatedly say," if u fail your el, u can't even get into poly". i now that in mind, which is y i went for el tuition. but somehow, it doesn't seem to work. i'm still failing my compre. wad on earth is happening? i was already mentally prepared that i won't do well or even fail by a little, but never did i expect a record low of 10/30. i held my papers on my hand and got the biggest shock of my life(for now).
tears welled up in my eyes, but eventually, i held them back for i think it's disgraceful to cry in class. i was very very disappointed with myself. i have tried so many times but i just managed to pass by a mere 1 or 2 marks. perhaps i should work even harder for the compre section so that i will pass or even get an A1? it's impossible i'll get A1, i'll just be contented if i can get a B3.
i just hope the other subs won't be so terrible. :(
everyone can do it,so can i! jiayous! :D
__love me
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